Newly Released On Amazon: Rise Up And Walk
John Catanzaro is an author, legal professional, survivor advocate, and founder of Rising From The Ashes. He publishes his books under the pen name John Gambacorta and his work explores childhood trauma, abuse, institutional betrayal, healing, faith, accountability, and personal transformation. As the author of the Rising From The Ashes Trilogy, John writes from the deeply personal perspective of a male survivor confronting the lasting effects of childhood abuse and the difficult journey toward healing, forgiveness, and restoration.
John originally chose to write under the name John Gambacorta while telling a profoundly personal story. Today, he openly connects his professional identity, John Catanzaro, with the author name his readers have come to know. The two names represent one life and one continuing mission: to tell the truth about trauma and survival while using lived experience to encourage others who are still struggling to find their way forward.
John holds a Bachelor of Science Degree (B.S.) in Criminal Justice and an Advanced Paralegal Certification (A.P.C.) in Legal Studies. His professional background includes more than a decade of experience as a Senior Paralegal, along with experience in law enforcement, legal research, case preparation, investigations, and public service. That background has given him a distinctive perspective on systems of authority, accountability, coercion, institutional failure, and the difficult circumstances survivors can encounter when trying to be heard.
As an author and male survivor advocate, John brings together lived experience, professional knowledge, and narrative nonfiction to explore subjects that are often difficult to discuss openly. His writing addresses childhood abuse, family trauma, generational patterns, grief, psychological healing, faith, reconciliation, accountability, and the long-term process of rebuilding a life after trauma.
At the heart of John's work is a commitment to survivor advocacy and greater awareness of male childhood abuse and trauma. Through his books, writing, and Rising From The Ashes, he seeks to create space for survivors whose experiences have often remained hidden behind shame, fear, silence, or the expectation that men should simply endure their pain.
Today, John continues writing and speaking under the author name John Gambacorta, while publicly embracing his professional identity as John Catanzaro. His purpose remains the same: to tell the truth, challenge silence, encourage healing, and remind survivors that what happened to them does not have to define what comes next.
John's work recognizes that healing is rarely a straight line. It is often a series of small, stubborn choices to keep moving forward, even when the past attempts to pull a survivor backward. Through his books and advocacy, John hopes to help survivors name what happened, understand how it affected their lives, break destructive patterns, and begin reclaiming the parts of themselves they were once forced to abandon.
For most of my life, I carried the belief that what happened to me “was not bad enough” to matter. That emotional abuse did not count. That the physical and sexual abuse I endured could be minimized or ignored. That silence was safer than truth.
But trauma does not disappear just because it is invisible. It lives in the body, in the spirit, in the choices we make when we do not understand our own wounds. And for years, I lived that way, disappearing into myself, convinced that my pain was insignificant, convinced that speaking it aloud would only make things worse.
Writing became the way I gave language to what so many survivors were never allowed to say. But something else happened along the way, something deeper, something spiritual. In the middle of the grief, God met me. In the middle of the silence, He spoke. In the middle of the brokenness, He awakened something in me that had been buried for decades.
That awakening became the spine of the trilogy. And from that awakening came the next step of faith, the step reflected in Rise Up And Walk.